4 Tahun blog bersawang!

Terjumpa blog ni balik! dah nak masuk 4 tahun tinggalkan blog sejak kehadiran fb.. tgk2 balik dalam tempoh 4 tahun tu byk sgt2 perkara terjadi dalam hidup ni... aku dah kahwin! dah sambung phd yg dulunya xpernah terdetik nk smbg... Alhamdulillah Allah mudahkan segala urusanku... TQ Allah... ermmm xtahu nk tulis ape.. dah tandus idea sejak da berumur ni... haha... nxt time la post lg... hehe =)

Aku, Kau & Gula2...

Awak ingat lagi tak mule2 kite kenal?
Kelakar kan...
Saye suke tgk awak...
Tapi tgk dari jauh jer...
Awak poyo...awak berlagak...awak kecoh
Nape awak anti gurlz mase tu?
Hampeh betol...Tapi saye tetap suke tgk awak...

Wekend waktu rehat kite....
Yela lepas 5 hari dikerah macam askar...
Wekend jer saye mesti g kedai beli eskem...
Saye perasan awak...hehe sebok tgk tv...kecoh!
Kadang2 saye jeling2 awak...hahaha ntah pape jer...gedik jap
Tapi mase tu awak xpandang pon saye...huhu

Waktu solat...xtau nape rajin benor saye nak g surau....
Padahal bole je solat kat khemah...rupe2nye ade instinct...hehehe
Awak pon solat kat surau...yela sape suroh letak tirai jarang2 kan da nampak...hehe
Saye nampak awak solat...waaaa sejuknye ati...
Eh2 saye ni xkhusyuk plak nak solat nanti...hahaha

Hari berganti hari...makin kerap pule saye nampak awak...
Isshh...nape nie...xnakla...nanti tersuke pulak...tgk 2 gedik lagi...ish3
Satu hari tu awak dengan kawan laki saye...
Die tegor saye...Borak2 ngan saye...Tibe2

Awak: Sape name?
Saye: Zai
Awak: Ermm...nak gula2?
Saye: Ermmm...@#$%
Awak: Ambik jela bukan de mandrem pon (poyonye awak!!!)
Saye: (cakap dalam ati) Hampeh la mamat nie....$%^&*

Awak memang poyo...ntah pape jer...mulut laser di era...hahaha
Panas je ngan awak mase tue...Tibe2 awak cakap yg muke saye nie cam kawan awak...
Ermmm...saye pun iyakan jela...malas nak layan org poyo....
Tapi saye suke tgk awak...huhu

Makin lame tibe2 kite jadik makin rapat...hahaha
Cane ntah xingat pon...kite gerak dalam 1 kumpulan yg same...
Semua kite buat bersame kan...macam2 citer kite share...saye suke...

Tapi setiap pertemuan ade perpisahan...
Kite terpakse berpisah bawak haluan masing2...
Kite dah xsehaluan lagi mase tue...
Byk perkara yang membezakan kite...dan kite masih mude mase tu...
Tapi kan awak...tempoh perpisahan tu mematangkan kite kan...
Perbezaan kite tu la sebenarnya ikatan antara kite...

Awak suke nyakat...saye suke nangis...
Awak suke cakap byk...saye suke dengar je....
Awak suke lagu yg ceria...saye suke lagu jiwang...
Awak garang...Saye lembut...(perasan jap...hehe)
Dan banyak lagi perbezaan kite...tapi perbezaan tu melangkapkan kite kan awak?

Sampai kini kite kembali bersame...
Dan saye nak bersame dengan awak sampai ke syurga nanti...
Saye nak jadi teman yang setia dan sejati disisi awak...
Saye nak jadi ibu yang mithali pade anak2 kite nanti...
Saye nak duduk kat rumah ladang yang akan kite bina tu...
Hari tua kite xkan sunyi bile bersama...
Awak...terima kasih taw sebab sayangkan saye...
Terima kasih jugak sebab banyak sabar dengan saye...
Kini kite dah hampir ke gerbang itu...InsyaAllah kite akan bahagia sampai ke syurga...

SewaRna...i LikE!!!

Berlari lari ku kepada mu..

Saat ku jumpa mu di mimpiku

Lalu ku luah kan rasa rindu

Melukiskan indah senyumanmu

Hembuskan rinduku tinggi di awanan

Indahnya cinta disuluh rembulan

Engkaulah bintang engkaulah pilihan

Anugerah-Nya tiada bandingan

Takkan pernah aku menginginkan mu

Menangis karena ku

Jatuh cinta padamu

Sesaat kau jauh..

Tak terbatas ruang minda ku kerna

Menerima dirimu seadanya

Separuh hatiku tertinggal

Hanya untukmu jua..oooo

Takkan pernah kaki ini melangkah

Pergi jauh tinggalkan segala

Hitam putihKu satukannya sewarna...

suke sgt lirik lagu n melodi die...ermmm *wink*wink!!

L.O.V.E

Nie Mumu...tomey sgt die...mekacih kat org yg bagi Mumu nie...hehehe tiap2 tahun dapat brg2 yg de kaitan ngan Mumu nie...tapi xpe...suke jer...hehe tenkiu dear!Sharing everything wif u is d best thing eva i had in my life...May all our dreams come true ya...mase 2 da nak sampai...so byk sgt kene blaja ttg life nie...May Allah bless us two!!!

love is not a loving thing

love is something from me to you

love does not hurt nor does it sting

love is something that keeps me true

love makes you want to sing

love is what i hold for you too

love is what i need to feel

love is something with a solid seel

love is a lot

love does not hold a solid knot

love to me is You

love is what is between us two

love is here forever something you will help me through

love is this poem love will show em

love does not make us cry

By Layla mohammed

WeDdiNg KaK JuLaiHa & aBg BoHaiRi...

Yesterday was kak a’s wedg wif abg bohairi 31st May 2009…my hubby’s sista…it was best ever knduri coz d event was very unique la…xmacam knduri2 lain…tetamu dijamu ngan mknan2 cam kat pesta2 yg salu kite g… kat luar dewan de macam2 gerai yg kite leh pilih sndri…de rojak,cendol,nasi aym,mskn bugis,kambing golek n mcm2 lg r…ermm sgt2 menarik…de plan neh 4 d next event might b mine???hehehe rase hepi sgt2 smalam…pelamin pon sgt cantik mcm kat hotel pon ade…n tetamu pon sgtla ramai…my hubby yg konon2 bz 2 pon xsempat nak melayan tetamu yg ade…me n my luvly sist dyla really njoy d knduri n snapping2 everywhere yg rase bleh snap hehe…smalam around 4pm smpai umah..n kat bwh nie de la beberape pics yg best kot…hehehe nak tgk click r yer…so next time la smbg blogging…nak wat keje yg menimbun 2…


from us 2 kak a n abg bohairi

me with my dear...

SuRataN aTau KebetuLaN...

Sesuatu yang tak disangka

Seringkali mendatangi kita

Itukah suratan dalam kehidupan

Atau hanya satu kebetulan

Kita asyik membicarakan

Persoalan hidup dan pilihan

Sedang kejujuran semakin berkurang

Masih tiada bertemu jawapan

Walau kita dihadapkan

Dengan berbagai pilihan

Mengapa sering terjadi

Pilihan tak menepati

Hingga amat menakutkan

Menghadapi masa depan

Seolah telah terhapus

Sebuah kehidupan yang kudus

Pertemuan sekali ini

Bagi diriku amat bererti

Tetapi ku bimbang untuk menyatakan

Bimbangkan berulang kesilapan

~tersentuh plak tetibe arini dgr lagu neh...huhu kejiwangan melande diri...ermmm yala sumtimes terfikir gak everything yg happened nie suratan atau kebetulan...but of coz sume 2 da takdir Allah kan...whatever it is im very grateful coz i met sumeone really special in my life...thank u Allah coz u gave me him...rase cam da byk sgt face suke duke ngan die...i really2 hope n pray 2 Allah 2 b wif him...mama pon luvs him so much...hehehe mama always gimme advice bout our rlationship...hope kberkatan mama 2 dapat membahagiakan both of us...walaupon byk dugaan yg bakal kami tempuhi...Aaamiin...~

ReAsoNs....

Coming back from all d messy thing hahaha...feel so hepi 2day coz i manage 2 do lots of work without menyimpang...kakaka but rite now menyimpang 4 a while...so pening doing my CIMS...huhu but alhamdulillah thats what Allah wants me 2 do...ermmm it was amanah from Allah rite...so must do it btol2...hehe years,months,weeks,days,hours,mnutes, scnds n everything yg seangkatan dgnnye past by...am i in d rite track? ermmm... sumtimes we never prasan everything happened in our life... sumtimes we really hate when bad things happen in our life...but who are we??? we r just a slave of Allah so juz follow what Allah wants us 2 do... i learnt alot from people around me... i remember 1 day when sum1 told me about my prangai... haaa he said im kinda emo n xleh nak control stress...arghhh how emo i am that time feel like nak nangis... how people can see my weaknesses... ermmm...first time feel xnak terima what he told me... but finally i think twice...muhasabah myself...ya he was rite... actly so ramai told me that im type of emo person but diz time more menusuk hati dunno y... n 2day i feel so hepi bcoz i know Allah luvs me...Allah wants me 2 change n b a better person...dats y Allah give me all d people around me... ya everything has a reason... how far i run if Allah wants it 2 happen it will happen... n vice versa... Allah gives us tarbiyah without we realizing it... Allah luvs us... thats y everything happen we need 2 accept it....yaaa.... dear Allah... thanx 4 d chances U gave me... thanx 4 d person U gave me... n thanx 4 d love U gave me... THANK U ALLAH..... thats all 4 2day... need 2 contnue my CIMS...hehehe

p/s: I mish my Mama 2day...waaa homesicknyer rase...wanna hug my Mama...

AllaH iS tHe BeSt pLaNneR...

Alhamdulillah...im still here 2day...thank u Allah 4 giving me diz chance...waaa...i got some feedback la from what i posted ysterday...ermmm tenkiu...may Allah bless all of u...bout jiwang 2 mmg la im kinda jwang one..hahaha xdpt dinafikan lg...but its ok what as long as x kaco jiwa org...huhuhu...2day i got new aura...life must go on babe...tringat what my friend said...ALLAH IS THE BEST PLANNER...so nothing 2 worry as long as we juz follow what Allah wants...Allah knows d best for us rite...? whatever it is juz accept everything happen in ur life...down2 2 bese r kan...xkan almost of d time nak hepi jer...xchalenging r life nie...=)

"It was made obligatory upon you, to fight in the path of God and though it is disliked by you, and it may happen that any thing may be disliked by you and that may be in your favour, and it may happen that anything may be liked by you and that may not be in your favour, and Allah knows and you do not know" Al-Baqarah(216)

~LOVE, LIFE & DESTINY~

BeAuTiFuL dAy...

Alhamdulillah...2day i feel better than yestrday...ermmm 2day wanna balik rumah...2weeks i left my mama...hehe baru 2weeks da kecoh rite?=p yela i hv no 1 but mama...she knew me...she undrstands evry single thing bout me...sharing evrything wif her is d best thing ever in my life...love 2 cry wif her, laugh wif her, n d most of all when im in her embracement...i feel so warm n calm..mama...i really luv u...can wait 2 c u 2day ma...May Allah bless u ma...MAMA I LOVE U FILLAH...~hepi 2 be me...=p